ArriveAliv3

Well here goes nothing! I'm 20 years old, I'm about 5'7" and right now at a highly unsatisfied 190! I've been dealing with weight issues a lot of my life. It wasn't until I was about my teens that I noticed it. About the age 15 I was at 225 pounds. At the time I hadn't noticed it because I was going threw a slow depression that brought on eating. When I got to be 16 is when I had went threw a week of a very deep depression. After going threw it I had lost so much, I dropped down to 165 and it was a constant (stable) weight. Some years later I even got down to 145 and hadn't noticed it at all. Until I ended up getting deathly ill. It was

I need help, I think I'm in love! There are so many things stopping me from trying anything....Biggest problem though is, we can't understand each other! Language boundaries suck. It's so bad I can't even ask him his name. I know he's nice though, and he must at least kind of like me. He sits by me when we have a meeting at work, and he waves to me threw the day. Also smiles or nods his head at me showing me he sees me as he passes....yet I don't know what it all really means. Maybe he's just a nice guy, or a gay guy......I mean out of all the girls at my job, besides like the really older ones. I'm not the one that a guy would choose. Th

Well I'm going to do as my cousin said....I was actually going to do it before but this time I'm going to because I can't get my license at this time. So I'm going to be getting a drawing tablet...and I have said this like a few times before but this time is for sure. Only because my money can't be taken from me so easily. Seeing as I'll make about maybe two something first pay check, and that I'll have to give up 50$ (weekly and no more than that!) I'll have a good amount to spend on a tablet. Though I have one in mind I still am not sure, and because I'm a cheapo I'm not spending over 50 on one because I want to also save my money for a